Monday, December 24, 2012

Favorite Christmas Carols: Who is He?

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Who is He in yonder stall at whose feet
the shepherds fall?




Who is He that stands and weeps at the
grave where Laz'rus sleeps?



Lo, at midnight who is He 
prays in dark Gethsemane?




Who is He in Calvary's throes, 
asks for blessings on His foes?




Who is He that from the grave 
comes to heal and help and save?




Who is He that from yon throne 
rules the world of light alone?





'Tis the Lord, O wondrous story! 
'Tis the Lord, the King of glory;
At His feet we humbly fall,
 crown Him, crown Him 
Lord of all!
 
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Photos are not mine. I borrowed them from the internet.


Favorite Christmas Carols: Thou Didst Leave Thy Throne

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Thou didst leave Thy throne and Thy kingly crown 
when Thou camest to earth for me;
But in Bethlehem's home there was found no room 
for Thy holy nativity.
O Come to my heart, Lord Jesus: there is room in my heart for Thee!

Heaven's arches rang when the angels sang, 
Proclaiming Thy degree;
But in lowly birth didst Thou come to earth,
 And in great humility.
O Come to my heart, Lord Jesus: there is room in my heart for Thee!

The foxes found rest, and the birds their nest 
in the shade of the forest tree;
But Thy couch was the sod, O Thou Son of God, 
in the deserts of Galilee.
O Come to my heart, Lord Jesus: there is room in my heart for Thee!

Thou camest, O Lord, with the living Word 
that should set Thy people free;
But with mocking scorn and with crown of thorn 
they bore Thee to Calvary.
O Come to my heart, Lord Jesus: there is room in my heart for Thee!

When the heavens shall ring, and the angels sing 
at Thy coming to victory,
Let Thy voice call me home, saying,
  "Yet there is room, there is room at My side for thee."
And my heart shall rejoice, Lord Jesus: there is room in my heart for Thee!
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Sunday, December 16, 2012

Update: Psalm 119 Resh

Over a busy summer, fall and beginning of winter I have slowly continued memorizing Psalm 119. I didn't quite make the goal of finishing in October, now the goal is Christmas. I have just finished section number 20, RESH.  Two more to go!

Some of the verses that have stood out to me are:

:5-6 O that my ways were directed to keep thy ways! Then shall I not be ashamed, when I have respect unto all thy commandments.

:18 Open thou mine eyes, that I may behold wondrous things out of thy law.

:41-42 Let thy mercies come unto me also, O LORD, even thy salvation according unto thy word. So shall I have wherewith to answer him that reproacheth me: for I trust in thy word.

:46 I will speak of thy testimonies also before kings, and will not be ashamed.

:53 Horror hath taken hold on me because of the wicked that forsake thy law.

:59 I thought on my ways, and turned my feet unto thy testimonies.

:63 At midnight I will rise to give thanks thee because of thy righteous judgments.

:89 For ever, O LORD, thy word is settled in heaven.

:101 I have refrained my feet from every evil way, that I might keep thy word.

:133 Order my steps in thy word: and let not any have iniquity have dominion over me.

:137 Righteous art thou, O LORD, and upright are thy judgments.

:160 Thy word is true from the beginning: and every one of thy righteous judgments endureth forever.


Thursday, September 13, 2012

Haiti: Part 6

AA Flight 804 Port-au-Prince to Miami                                            Sunday, August 12



I have left my heart in Haiti. Josna, Jude, Jon Jon, Wislin, Kersendy, Dada, Becky, Marlie, Nana and Sam have all captured my heart. Josna and Wislin especially. I hope I can go back again. [soon]
Me with Josna


Jude and Me
 We went to church with this them this morning. The church currently meets in someone's house, and is only  about a month old. They have land for a church, but no building yet. I think a team from Florida is going down to help build it.

Church property
 They have about four Pastors, and they all spoke. Either with a prayer, or song leading, Scripture reading.  Reggy is one of them.  They did a lot of singing. And repeated the verses several times in each song.  I recognized "Here I am to Worship" and that was it.
Becky
Dada
Kersendy
Brother Jacques had Sarah and I get up and say a few words.  Nothing like being put on the spot. :)
Then Dr. Renner preached, with Brother Jacques translating.  His text was Ephesians 4:17-32.
Sarah and I sat with the children on some very low, and very hard pews.  Nana was falling asleep almost right away, and Wislin looked like he was.

Nana
Sarah


After church we gave the children the bubbles and bouncy balls.  And also gave the church the leftover material from our VBS.
Riding back we had a few of the preachers with us. It was quite cozy. Brother Jacques said we were driving "Haitian Style."


Sam

Jon Jon

Brady
 After packing up we went over to spend time with the children. And then it was time to go. It was so sad to leave. I was only there 5 days, but I love those children dearly.
Josna, Me and Nana

Me with Wislin
Me, Reggy and Sarah
When we landed in Miami we had to wait an hour to reach our gate, because another plane was still there.  The airport had been closed for an hour earlier that day, and the whole place was backed up.  We ended up missing our flight to Minneapolis, and were put up by the airport in a really nice hotel, then flew up to NYC and on to Minneapolis.  They were so nice the whole way too.

We knew God had a purpose in delaying us, and we kept reminding ourselves that "all things work together for good, to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose." And that His ways our higher than our ways.  It was a wonderful time to praise the Lord for showing us that He will always take care of us, even when our plans change.   We were able to visit with one lady who was having a very bad day due to missing her flight, and were able to give her a tract/booklet.

This trip was the best experience of my life. I pray that God will allow me to go again.


Haiti: Part 5


                                                                                      Saturday, August 10th

I laid down with a headache yesterday about 2, and didn't leave the room until 6. We went over to the orphanage for their devotion time, and then watched "Facing the Giants" with them.  In French.  And at first it had French subtitles. But then Brother Jacques put on the English subtitles.  [The children speak Creole, but watching French tv/movies will help them learn French, which is what they teach in high school.]
I had 2 children in my lap starting out, and the girl kept losing her shoe. So then I sat on the floor, so it wouldn't fall off, but it didn't help. She was very restless.
Today I had to go over there early to get our food. Brother Jacques had asked us to send anything that was perishable over to their kitchen. Because our fridge was draining the batteries on the house.  It took awhile, because none of the worker ladies knew English, and I didn't see Jacques or Marie. Finally I did see Marie through the window of her house, and asked her where it was.  They had stuck it in the freezer!  So we had solid milk, and 2 slushy and 2 solid eggs.


Jon Jon


  Marie also told me that if we wanted to do anything with the children today, we could.  So Sarah and I took bubbles over to them. And, no matter where you live, or what language you speak, children are all the same when it comes to bubbles. 


Jude


  The first ones I blew they ran screaming after. Then very quickly they got the hang of blowing them.   Eventually it got out of hand and they were shaking them up, and spilling it out.  But it was fun while it lasted. [One boy, Jon Jon, spilt his and then kept trying to make me give him more.  And the children all kept calling us "Missionaire"]






Sam and Sarah




  After a while Wislin grabbed my hand and led over to their dining room where the older girls were watching t.v. It was some anime show in French. Even in English those shows don't make sense. I was thankful when they changed it to the Olympics. It was on all terrain bike racing for a while.

  Then I had to go lay down. It was only 10, but my head hurt so bad.  I'd really like to know what is causing it. My head hurts every day. Maybe it's the bed and pillow? Cause my neck hurts, and the headache comes up my neck. Is it tension? Or the climate? Or something spiritual?  I don't know. But I'd like it to stop.
  This afternoon Dr. Renner gave a lecture on the Seven Deadly Stresses. The men seemed really interested, and had a lot of questions. Reggy was kept very busy with translating back and forth.

We walked over to the orphanage and played with the children a little before they ate supper. Then we brought Nana and Sam over to the Guest House so Sarah and Dr. Renner could give them some clothes they had brought.  Sam was enthralled with his. After playing a little bit he gathered them up and walked toward the door saying "Orvwa."



Again we joined them for devotions. And Marie asked us to sing. Since we'd left the hymnal at the guest house we just sang "Jesus Loves Me."

Then we went out for supper with Jacques and Marie. The place we went was an outdoor restaurant, and was really nice. I ordered a Pepper Steak, and it was delicious. Brother Jacques ordered fish, and he warned us that it came as a whole fish. With the head and eyes and everything..........










Monday, September 10, 2012

Haiti: Part 4

Guest House                                                                                         Friday, August 10th

I don't think I fed anymore mosquitoes last night. But I did find myself scratching all night. Now I am afraid to put bug spray one, because they are all open sores.
Anyone who complains about low water pressure should come to Haiti and shower. Today there was barely a trickle, and it was cold. The other days there was enough to wash my hair, but not today.
Also, Americans are so wasteful. We brought plastic forks and spoons with us. After using them once our natural impulse is to throw them away. But there are families who pick through the trash and use whatever they can find. So we have been reusing our plasticware, to cut back on "waste."



I could seriously cry right now. Wislin accidentally deleted all my pictures. All my pictures. From 2 days with children I will probably never see again. All the special moments, and fun pictures the kids themselves took.  I am so bummed.   But Sarah has her pictures, and Dr. Renner took some too, there are some left.

Today, Dr. Renner is doing a class on spiritual warfare for the Bible Institute. Sarah and I are just around the corner playing with Dada, Becky, Wislin and Marlie. We taught them connect the dots and tic-tac-toe. And Sarah brought a card game called "Blink."  Now they have left for lunch.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Haiti: Part 3


Guest House                                           Thursday, August 9th

I look like I have the chicken pox. My arms have mosquito bites all over them.  Some little bug must have snuck in last night and had a feast. Next time I go somewhere that is mosquito infested I need to remember a bite cream.
Last night we made all the bracelets for the children. I figured it would be rather difficult to help that many children make them, without losing a bunch of beads.

Oh what a day! I don't know that I can remember it all.
   We left for the feeding center earlier than yesterday, and had slightly less traffic to deal with.
The children were really distracted today. Partly because there were adults and older children there. The children were leaving for a camp somewhere.
  During a play break, I was "talking" with some of the kids and I noticed a girl crying and boy walking her toward the class area. Her hand-or finger, I realized- was bleeding profusely. My first instinct was to get her hand above her head, to slow the bleeding. And I continued walking her toward the teachers. And of course I got her blood all over my hands and arms.  But who cares about that when someone is hurt? I continued to hold her as the teachers washed her finger. She fought and screamed the whole time. And all the other children gathered in to see.  Poor child. Her finger looked pretty mangled on the end. I think she caught it in a metal fence, and ripped the skin off. Dr. Renner said there might be some nerve damage. He told Brother Jacques about it, and is sending some antibiotic for her.
  In the afternoon we went over to the orphanage and Sarah gave piano lessons to some of the older children. It was mostly finger exercises and scales. They did well for having no sheet music and a language barrier.
  Afterward we went outside and watched the children play. I was able to meet Nana and Sam, the 2 siblings the Renners are adopting. They are very rambunctious and affectionate.
  After supper we joined the children and staff for their group devotions. [They sang and had prayer. It was very sweet.] And then the older children had a Bible Study with Marie.
Dada(short for Esmerada), Becky and Wislin are the 3 oldest ones. There is also a girl visiting who is Brother Jacques godchild. [He is her mentor.] Her name is Marley.  They only know a few words in English, but sometimes you don't need words.  Smiles and hand gestures work just fine.
  Tonight we are without city electricity. But since there is a battery system for the house we have enough power to have lights and run fans. [I think I forgot to mention that we had air conditioning in the bedrooms, but without the city power it didn't work]  And I have doused my arms with bug spray, so no feeding the mosquitoes tonight.



Friday, September 7, 2012

Haiti: Part 2

No Place Like Home, Guest House                                       Wednesday, August 8, 2012

It is morning and I am enjoying the quiet inside with all the outside noises of a city waking up. I heard a rooster crowing earlier, and dogs were just barking. Dr. Renner said there are lots of dogs running around, and we should avoid them because they could carry disease.
I slept well, but woke with a slight headache. I think my neck is out of place, and that's what caused it. I pray it will stop hurting before we leave.
So, I said I'd elaborate on yesterday's airport experience.
The island I thought was Haiti, wasn't. I'm not sure which island it was, but we flew over several similar ones before descending into Port-au-Prince. We had to circle around the city to get into position for landing, and I could see the unfinished rebuilding and rubble left over from the earthquake. There were lots of buildings without roofs, as well as piles of concrete and brick. It is still a long way from back to normal for these people.
At the airport we had to ride a bus to get from the plane to customs and the baggage claim. Once there we got in line, had our passport stamped, and were immediately set upon by a baggage guy. The one who helped us got us a cart, and took our bag tickets. It took a while to get all our bags loaded, but we got them all.
Then another guy walked with us outside. We were instructed not to talk to any of the people outside, so I kept my eyes on Sarah's back and stayed right on her heals.  We finally got all the way out, and then had to wait for Brother Alexandre to arrive. It took a while because rush hour was just beginning. Our baggage guy was getting impatient, but Brother Jacques finally came.
Standing there waiting gave me an introduction to Haitian culture. There were some guys talking not far from us, and they were loud and animated. They used lots of hand gestures, and sometimes their whole body.
Once in Brother Jacques truck we experience Haitian driving methods. There seem to be no rules, and very little street lights. And no specific lanes. There were 3 sometimes 4 cars abreast the whole way. If there was even a slight opening, you took it. It kind of felt like rush hour in Phoenix. [Bumper to bumper, with no one going anywhere.]  There were also people walking between cars selling things, or just begging for money. [A lady came right up to Brother Jacques window, with a baby on her hip and was asking for help. Brother Jacques told us that sometimes people lend or rent out their babies to help get more sympathy. That's way messed up.]  One boy ragged down the whole truck as it was starting to rain.
So then it began raining. And it wasn't some little bitty rain.  It Rained, and poured, and before long the streets were running with water.  This on top of the fact that it was rush hour. We finally were able to escape the gridlock by turning down a side street that was basically a river. And there were shacks on the side of the road with water right up to their doorway. And people live like this all the time.  So sad.
When we arrived at No Place Like Home it was still raining, so we jumped out and ran into one of the rooms, which looked like a dining room. It was so tiny!  Then I was able to get out my nice new umbrella for Brother Alexandre to use as he moved our luggage.
Then we were able to move over to the guest house, which is so nice! I think it was built after the earthquake because it is completely sound. The floors are all tile, and the appliances are new and modern.
Sarah and I are in a room with two bunk beds, and a full sized bed. Dr. Renner was given the master bedroom. And the bathroom is really nice.
We were able to call home on a phone Brother Alexandre lent us, which had international service on it.
Now it is morning and I am going to fully prepare for the lessons today. We are using the Wordless Book curriculum, and today we will teach the Gold and Black pages (Sin and Heaven).  Each child will be given a small felt book, and coloring pages.
I am getting nervous about teaching, especially with a translator.  God be with me!


Guest House

Wow. What a day. So much to thank God for. So much to remember.
We were to be ready about 8:30 so we could leave for the Feeding Center.  As we ate breakfast we heard children downstairs. They use one of the rooms in the guest house as a classroom. That class looked like a preschool group. They were all so little.  [They weren't all preschool. It was most of the school age children. They just looked smaller and younger than they were.]  One little girl started crying when she saw us. [She had stranger danger issues the whole time we were there.]
Four of the older children came with us. One of the girls is Becky, and the boy's name is Wislin [Pronounce Wis-ly]
The drive to the Center was much like yesterday, though there was less traffic. We passed by one of the remaining tent cities. Most had been disbanded,as house were provided by the government. It's so sad to think about the devastation from the earthquake still affecting them now. The area around the tent city was filthy, with pigs, goats, dogs and scrawny chickens all milling about.
The rain from yesterday had caused a lot of garbage to litter the road.
When we reached the Center the children sang us a song of welcome, with "Bon Jou" as a repeated phrase. [Pronounced Bo Jew]
I was so nervous. And they were all younger than I envisioned. I was thinking they'd be somewhere 7 to 12. But the oldest may have been 5.  And all so cute!
With a young man name Reggy as my translator I share the stories. He did a great job engaging their attention. Toward the end they were getting restless, and hungry.
As they began to wash up and eat some came over to where Sarah and I were sitting, and rubbed our hands and arms. Slowly they warmed up to us. I invited one to sit in my lap, and Dr. Renner took a picture. That got them all interested. So I got my camera out and they all wanted pictures.
And I did ask Brother Jacques how to ask to take a photo. It's "Mete pran foto?" [Pronounced met pra photo] But he said you can just say "Photo", and that most of the kids love having their pictures taken.
I let one of the boys hold the camera and take a few pictures. And then they all had to have a turn. I got some pretty fun pictures from them.  The girls from the orphanage had the camera for a while, and at one point they came over to us. The one girl put the arm of the other around my should so we could have a picture together. Then she pulled her over to Sarah and did the same thing.
When we left we all sat in the back of the truck with the children. That was fun. You feel the bumps and jolts a whole lot more back there.
I was beginning to get a headache, from not eating anything since 8, so eventually I move up to the cab.  [Brother Jacques stopped the truck.] I think Sarah had a headache too, so she moved also.
Brother Jacques took us to a grocery store that had a lot of American foods. We got a few grocery items for the week. It was rather expensive.   The Haitian dollar is called a 'Gourde' and it takes 40 gourde to equal a dollar. One gourde is worth 2 cents. But even so, our little bit of food cost almost $80. [at Walmart it probably would have been $40]
On the way back we continued our "tour" of Port-au-Prince. The roads are just horrible. Huge pot holes, steep dips, and people everywhere.
As we drove my headache got worse, and I eventually threw up. That made Brother Jacques worry that I was car sick. So I explained that I hadn't eaten (it was 3 then) and had a headache, and that often if I don't do anything about, then I throw up.    By the time we got to the guest house I couldn't eat, and had to lay down.  I slept for 2 hours, and then was able to eat.
The wind has really picked up. I wonder if it will rain again today.  I am hoping we can go visit the orphan children today.

Haiti: Part 1

In August I had the opportunity to travel to Port-au-Prince, Haiti to minister at an orphanage, and an outreach with their church.  My team consisted of Dr. Mark Renner, his daughter Sarah, and myself.  I kept a journal during our trip, and rather than rewrite my whole trip, I will share it with you.


American Airlines Minneapolis to Miami                            Tuesday, August 7th 2012

The day has finally come! I am on my way to Port-au-Prince, Haiti. Back in February it just seemed like a vague possibility or a "someday" idea. But at last the day is here.
Dr. Renner, Sarah, and I are flying to Port-au-Prince to teach Bible School at a children's home, and their outreach at the Dumas Feeding Center. [Dumas is the area of town it is in] We are going to use Child Evangelism Fellowship's "Wordless Book" as our lesson material.  Dr. Renner will also be speaking at their Bible Institute.

I am so excited to be flying. I love flying.  And I am very happy to have a window seat, because I love looking out. Unfortunately, I am over a wing, so I can't see much.
I should probably sleep on this flight. We left South Dakota at midnight, and drove all the way to Minneapolis, arriving about 4am. I could not sleep most of the drive, so I've been awake for 32 hours.   Yikes! I'm going to wear myself out from the start!  Okay, time to sleep.



Miami Dade Airport

We have safely arrived in Miami. I am so thankful my ears did not plug. When I flew down to Bogota the landing in Miami was horrible. My right ear didn't pop for half an hour after landing.  This time, my left ear had some problems, but it didn't plug and once we landed I was fine.   Now we are waiting at our gate.  It is a little after 12:00, and we board at 1:40.
The reality that I am going to Haiti is becoming more real as we sit here. Most of the people here are Haitian. And the flight attendant made some announcements in French.  It's always daunting to enter a different culture.
The first phrase I want to learn in Creole is "May I take your picture?"  I have a feeling I'll need that a lot.



AA Flight 803 over the Caribbean Sea

We are in the air and out of the country. Woohoo! Just had to fill out some immigration forms for entry into Haiti. And once again I have a window seat. This time I am behind the wing enough that I can see the water below. The ocean is so beautiful from this high up.
The clouds are also spectacular from above.  When you're down on the ground you don't get to see their beautiful formations. Some just tower and billow into the sky.  Have I mentioned how much I love flying?


We are now over Haiti. Port-au-Prince is on the southern end of the island. The country looks brown, and dry, and hilly from up here. It's kind of a small country.   I think we are beginning our descent.



No Place Like Home orphanage, Port-au-Prince, Haiti

We made it safely! I am exhausted so I will only make a few notes and plan to elaborate tomorrow.
1. Airport Bag guys are persistant.
2. Waiting a long time even in the shade is hot.
3. Brother Jacques Alexandre is a good Haitian driver.
4. When it rains, it pours.
5. I am thankful for my big umbrella.
6. This house is swanky.
7. I am so nervous about tomorrow.




Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Psalm 119 ~ ALEPH

A friend of mine has challenged me to memorize Psalm 119 with her over the summer. I had done this a few years ago, but from lack of review and accountability had forgotten most of it. But between now and October, with God's help I will re-memorize, and meditate on all of Psalm 119. 
This does seem like a daunting task. There are 176 verses after all.  But we'll break it down to one 8 verse section per week.  And the way the chapter is set up, this is an easy way to do it.
Psalm 119 was written as an acrostic poem, that was separated into 22 stanzas, each named from a letter in the Hebrew alphabet, with each of the 8 verses beginning with that letter. It is filled with testimonies of the faithfulness and truth of God's Law and a desire to always obey it. For the Psalmist this meant the Torah, for Christians today it applies to the whole of God's Word.
I challenge you, dear friends to read and memorize God's Word, so that you can say with the Psalmist, "Thy word have I hid in mine heart, that I might not sin against thee."   


Week one:
ALEPH
Blessed are the undefiled in the way, who walk in the law of the LORD. 
Blessed are they that keep his testimonies, and that seek him with the whole heart.
They also do no iniquity: they walk in his ways. 
Thou hast commanded us to keep thy precepts diligently. 
O that my ways were directed to keep thy statutes! 
Then shall I not be ashamed, when I have respect unto all thy commandments.  
I will praise thee with uprightness of heart, when I shall have learned thy 
righteous judgments. 
I will keep thy statutes: O forsake me not utterly. 


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Monday, April 9, 2012

Is Our Preaching Vain?

And if Christ be not risen, then is our preaching vain,
and your faith is also vain.
Yea, and we are found false witnesses of God;
because we have testified of God that he raised up Christ:
whom he raised not up, if so be that the dead rise not.
For if the dead rise not, then is not Christ raised:
And if Christ be not raised, your faith is vain;
ye are yet in your sins.
Then they also which are fallen asleep in Christ are perished.
If in this life only we have hope in Christ,
we are of all men most miserable.

But now is Christ risen from the dead,
and become the firstfruits of them that slept.
1 Corinthians 15:14-20


Fear not ye: for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified.
He is not here: for he is risen, as he said.
Come, see the place where the Lord lay.
And go quickly, and tell his disciples that he is risen from the dead;
Matthew 28:5b-7a

Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather,
that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God,
who also maketh intercession for us.
Romans 8:34

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Amazing Grace, Amazing Love

Amazing grace! How sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me!
I once was lost, but now am found, was blind, but now I see!

Was it for crimes that
I had done he groaned upon the tree?
Amazing pity, grace unknown, and love beyond degree!

Amazing grace shall ever be my song of praise, my
highest call
Love so amazing, so divine,
demands my soul, my life, my all.

Amazing love! How can it be?
That Thou,
my God, shouldst die for me?
I'll sing throughout eternity,
"Amazing Grace! Amazing Love!"



Kevin Inafuku

Monday, March 26, 2012

It's Nothing New

Brethren, I write no new commandment unto you, but an old commandment which ye had from the beginning. The old commandment is the word which ye have heard from the beginning.

Again, a new commandment I write unto you, which thing is true in him and in you: because the darkness is past and the true light now shineth.

He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now.

He that loveth his brother abideth in the light, and there is none occasion of stumbling in him.

But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes.



1 John 2:7-11

Friday, March 23, 2012

Walking whose walk?

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He that sayeth he abideth in him ought himself also to walk, even as he walked.

1 John 2:6

When we say we are Christians, what should that look like? "I am under grace, I can live however I want." "Come as you are, we accept everyone." Not really.

Who are we aligning ourselves with? Well, "Christian" implies we are following Christ. So, as this verse says, if we say we are in Christ, we must walk as he walked.

He lived in perfect obedience to God, he had compassion on the spiritual blind and lost, as well as the physically poor. He forgave, even those who hated and murdered him. He loved his enemies enough to die for them, and in doing so, give them life in glory.

Am I living this way? Are you? I have to say, for myself, that I find myself lacking and in need of God's grace to walk as Christ walked.

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Monday, March 12, 2012

Knowing That We Know


My little children, these things write I unto you, that ye sin not. And if any man sin we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous:

And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world.

And hereby we do know that we know him, if we keep his commandments.

He that saith, I know him, and keepeth not his commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him.

But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him.

1 John 2:1-5

Monday, March 5, 2012

Complete In Thee

Lyrics by Aaron Robarts Wolfe and James Martin Gray

Complete in Thee! no work of mine
May take, dear Lord, the place of Thine;
Thy blood hath pardon bought for me,
And I am now complete in Thee.

Complete in Thee—no more shall sin,
Thy grace hath conquered, reign within;
Thy voice shall bid the tempter flee,
And I shall stand complete in Thee.

Complete in Thee—each want supplied,
And no good thing to me denied;
Since Thou my portion, Lord, wilt be,
I ask no more, complete in Thee.

Dear Savior! when before Thy bar
All tribes and tongues assembled are,
Among Thy chosen will I be,
At Thy right hand—complete in Thee.

Yea, justified! O blessed thought! And sanctified! Salvation wrought!
Thy blood hath pardon bought for me, And glorified, I too, shall be!



I love this hymn so much. It's my testimony of what I am in Christ. I am complete. I don't need to marry or have certain friends to be a whole person. Christ made me complete and whole. Anything that is added is just more of God's blessings.

Friday, March 2, 2012

Scripture Memory Commitment


I am making a commitment to myself to memorize more of God's Word on a regular, consistant basis. I have found myself to be lacking in this area. In the past I have participated in several Scripture Memory Challenges with my friend Emily Schuurmans and living the journey. But these don't happen all the time, and I need regular accountability. I am hoping that by sharing my study here I will have the accountability I need to persevere.

1 John 1
That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life;
(For the life was manifested, and we have seen it, and bear witness, and show unto you that eternal life which was with the Father, and was manifested unto us;)
That which we have seen and heard declare we unto you, that ye also may have fellowship with us: and truly our fellowship is with the Father and his Son Jesus Christ.
And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full.
This then is the message which we have heard and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.
If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth:
But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.
If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.
If we confess our sins, he is faith and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.